Ah fuck it, I’m ordering delivery and watching Dance Mom’s till I pass out.
Hi tumblr, my head has been clear for three days and even if I fall apart after I hit post on this, I am super grateful for that.
I hope you’re all doing so well and I’m sending positive vibes to each of you xoxoxo
when you mooch off your friend’s Hulu plus AND netflix accounts and then they decide to cancel them… AHEM @whaatsanotherday
(just kidding love u)
My allergies are killing me (or maybe I’m sick? I dunno) but I just had a really productive therapy session and it’s really nice out and I have plans tonight so I’m feeling pretty good today and that’s a big deal!
Even if tomorrow is shitty or even later today I have a total breakdown, I wanna feel good about feeling good right now. Somebody high five me or something!!!
a specific spot in the Walgreens parking lot.
Also, on Fridays we send funny memes via email chain to each other in the office (it gets us through, OK?) and today the only man in the office started sending pictures of fat people and pictures taken of fat women from behind making fun of their back fat and at first I panicked, but then I just turned around and said loudly in front of everyone, “HEY. STOP BODY SHAMING.” and just turned back around. He laughed, and then no one laughed, and that was that. No more of it was sent.
Progress I guess, considering a year ago I would have just been upset and not able to say anything.
(and what a DICK, right?!)
one year and eight months. I never celebrated or talked about the one year and six month mark because honestly I didn’t know from hour to hour if I’d have to start back at zero at that point, but I feel just stable enough to make a post for this month.